i think i’m suffering from minor depression?

So, the past couple of months i have been getting really depressed at the most random times. My grades have gone down really bad compared to my freshman year. Right now i’m a high school junior. I went from honor roll to having a D- average. I feel really alone, i feel like i’m never going to get a girlfriend. I’m a pretty mellow guy, i have a good amount of friends. i don’t have any problems talking to girls or anything. I’ve been told that i’m a good looking guy from a good amount of girls. I’m really nice to girls and just everyone in general. i feel like i don’t get the same treatment from people that i give to them. I love to skateboard, but lately i haven’t had the motivation to do it as often. i play volleyball for my school, and i have not been having as much fun as i used to or want to. my coach and the team stresses me out a lot sometimes. I’m not as close to my parents as i would like to be. We never have talk about regular things like the fact that i play volleyball and skateboard. They never talk about my relationships with girls or if i ever get sad. They always talk about my school life and its basically the number one thing they worry about. My mom and my brother yell at me the most about my school work. I told my mom that i want to be an architect and she said that i can’t do it and that just really makes me sad. I have lost almost all motivation to do my schoolwork. i would just smoke a lot of weed before i go to school, but then i thought that was why my grades were so low, so i stopped. but even now when i am sober i just don’t wanna do my school work. i don’t know i just feel really alone and i have thought of committing suicide several times. everyone in school also aggravates me. i just don’t like the people in my school anymore and i hate the city that i live in and i want to move far away. i mostly just feel loneliness, i’m usually okay when im with my friends, but i feel like i need a girlfriend. i just want to know what you guys think about my situation. thanks!
oh yeah, I’m actually pretty skilled at the things i do but i have a really low self-esteem and i’m hardly ever confident in myself. i feel really worthless at times also.

sorry for the ridiculously long explanation

I understand how you feel 100% and no im not saying this just because. But right now im in the same life boat your in..i know what it feels like to have low self esteem, and not have will power to do anything..especially concentrate in school..i have like a 35 in math right now..im gonna need a freakin miracle, and as far as self esteem as hard as it may be look yourself in the mirror everyday or so and just tell yourself you look sexy..as retarded as it sounds it actually makes me appreciate who I am ecery now and then..honestly you dont need a gf and I dont ned a bf but lonliness is a bummer and I understand the want for compainionship…i want it just as bad as you..and depression affects everything like you and your skate board I can telate I havent been in my music room for far too long. Btw i love that you stopped smoking, that wasnt gonna help you any and Ive had thoughts too but I know id never carry them out…your situation like everyone elses is unique in every way just as mine is but the advice I can give you is call a hotline..you wouldnt believe how much better you feel afterwards..i called about an hour ago and its really reassuring slurce of hope..im not saying my depressjon is gone(i wish) but there might be free clinics in you area or support groups or something..as much as it pains me to think of myself being ind this time of my life im gonna have to try and save my life from getting worse….and I hope you will too. I truly wish you the best of luck and I hope your situation gets better.

P.s listen to that voice inside of you thats wants you to thrive, thats whats keeping us alive.

One Response to “i think i’m suffering from minor depression?”

  • Cole says:

    I understand how you feel 100% and no im not saying this just because. But right now im in the same life boat your in..i know what it feels like to have low self esteem, and not have will power to do anything..especially concentrate in school..i have like a 35 in math right now..im gonna need a freakin miracle, and as far as self esteem as hard as it may be look yourself in the mirror everyday or so and just tell yourself you look sexy..as retarded as it sounds it actually makes me appreciate who I am ecery now and then..honestly you dont need a gf and I dont ned a bf but lonliness is a bummer and I understand the want for compainionship…i want it just as bad as you..and depression affects everything like you and your skate board I can telate I havent been in my music room for far too long. Btw i love that you stopped smoking, that wasnt gonna help you any and Ive had thoughts too but I know id never carry them out…your situation like everyone elses is unique in every way just as mine is but the advice I can give you is call a hotline..you wouldnt believe how much better you feel afterwards..i called about an hour ago and its really reassuring slurce of hope..im not saying my depressjon is gone(i wish) but there might be free clinics in you area or support groups or something..as much as it pains me to think of myself being ind this time of my life im gonna have to try and save my life from getting worse….and I hope you will too. I truly wish you the best of luck and I hope your situation gets better.

    P.s listen to that voice inside of you thats wants you to thrive, thats whats keeping us alive.
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    Im goin through the same thing, just a girl

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