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May 18th, 2012 | 
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Methadone Mambo2012: Anorexia Almost Killed Me – Introduction
This is my introduction video to my story of anorexia, which will become a series of videos created as a timeline. In this video interview I am shortly covering what it is that I will be walking through and explaining in my upcoming interviews so that you get perspective on what to expect.
I am going to share with you my story of how I grew up, from the age of 6, what it was in my world and my reality that lead me to develop an eating disorder and how I never got free even though I went to several different treatments and rehabilitation-centers. I explain how my eating disorder started and how I experienced myself within that. What can you do as a parent if your child suffers from an eating disorder? And how can you prevent this from ever occurring? Why don’t the treatments work? What does work? How can you stop an eating disorder? Can you be cured from an eating disorder? What helped me?
Through me, sharing my personal story of how I grew up you can get a better perspective on what it is that leads a child to stop eating. I am sharing what an eating disorder actually is and how it can manifest in its most severe forms. What is it that leads a person to starve her/himself?
I will not sugarcoat or glorify what it actually is to suffer from anorexia/bulimia — I will tell you the real brutal truth and all the details, I will share with you what goes on in an anorexics mind, what is the thought-patterns, what is the experiences, why isn’t it simply just to start eating again? Does an eating disorder have anything to do with eating/food at all? Why was it impossible for me to start eating? Are people with eating disorders just spoiled brats? How do the media influence a person with anorexia/bulimia? Is this just a welfare-problem? I will be covering this and so much more in my upcoming videos.
I was unable to stop this on my own — I would have been dead right now I wouldn’t have received the help that I got from Desteni and my agreement-partner. This is not something that a person can do/go through alone — when anorexia/bulimia becomes a complete possession than it will lead the person to slowly killing oneself and therefor major assistance and support is required.
I will dedicate my life to help others in the way that I got help so that we together can stop the self-abuse and self-hate, to finally be able to start directing oneself and start to live for the first time ever.
It’s never too late — I was balancing on a fine line between death and life and just when I was sure I was going to die I actually got help to stop and change. I am still here today and with a lot of help from the participants in the Desteni-group I have now stood up from hell. I will share my story unconditionally and if you require more assistance/support — don’t hesitate to contact me.
In my blog I will share specific self-forgiveness-statements in relation to what it is that I am speaking about in each video interview, so that you can get further support in what tools you can use to stop the thought-patterns, behaviors and memories.
My Blog; http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/
http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/2012/03/2012-my-story-of-anorexia.html
Investigate; http://desteni.org/
Duration : 0:12:56
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James Hazelden – You Make Me Feel (Official Video)
The first single from my album, “The Man Who Broke His Own Heart” – available on iTunes. A love song. A duet. With puppets.
Directed by Chris Tomkins. Produced by Marisa Brown.
Duration : 0:2:4
Kelly Clarkson – Sober (Live From the Troubadour 10/19/11)
Music video by Kelly Clarkson performing Sober (Live From the Troubadour 10/19/11). (C) 2011 RCA Records, a unit of Sony Music Entertainment
Duration : 0:5:14
Posted in sober living |
Tags: 10/19/11), clarkson, from, kelly, label, Live, pop, RCA, records, sober, the, Troubadour |
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Seroxat / Paxil self-harm / suicide
http://news.bbc.co.uk/player/nol/newsid_6310000/newsid_6317000/6317031.stm?bw=nb&mp=wm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sk0mEw9vzuY
Duration : 0:6:38
Posted in paxil addiction |
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The Tic-Tac Drug Addiction
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This is a news report I recorded about this dude trippin on tic-tacs.
Tags: Tictacs mint orange flavor yummy collection drugs addiction heroin marijuana pot crack cocaine story acid LSD purple haze drug truth are bad for your health you funny video lol haha hah hahahahahah yeah whatever good great bad awful terrible cute
Duration : 0:4:46
Alcoholics Anonymous – Steps 1, 2 and 3 – Back to Basics
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Steps 1 – 3 of the 12 steps of AA;
week 1 of a four week review of the 12 steps.
Credits
Back to Basics: Week 1
by aabtob
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Duration : 1:12:13
High Contrast – The Agony And The Ecstasy (Featuring Selah Corbin)
PRE-ORDER SINGLE – out 13.02.12 – http://itunes.apple.com/gb/preorder/the-agony-the-ecstasy-feat./id494387923
Hot on the heels of his massive collaboration with Tiësto and Underworld, High Contrast brings us the eponymous single from his forthcoming and highly anticipated album “The Agony & The Ecstasy”, which is due out at the end of February on Hospital.
The album title was exclusively revealed by High Contrast for Annie mac Live on Radio One.
The only drum+bass artist we can think of who can get away with writing tunes about existential metaphysics and drawing on renaissance artwork for the cover imagery.
The title track is an organ-chiming, synth-soaring burst of opposing energies with uplifting strings, thumping drums and cooing vocals from upcoming star Selah Corbin.
Like High Contrast – http://www.facebook.com/highcontrastuk
Like Hospital Records – http://www.facebook.com/hospitalrecords
http://www.highlycontrasting.com/
http://www.hospitalrecords.com/
Duration : 0:3:47
High Contrast – The Agony And The Ecstasy feat Selah Corbin – Official Video
PRE-ORDER SINGLE – out 13.02.12 – http://itunes.apple.com/gb/preorder/the-agony-the-ecstasy-feat./id494387923
This is the official video for “The Agony And The Ecstasy” the new single from High Contrast. Directed by Lincoln Barrett himself and hot on the heels of his massive collaboration with Tiësto and Underworld “The First Note Is Silent” – http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWOJyegyRbM
This is the second single from his forthcoming and highly anticipated album “The Agony & The Ecstasy”, which is due out at the end of February on Hospital.
The album title was exclusively revealed by High Contrast for Annie mac Live on Radio One.
The only drum+bass artist we can think of who can get away with writing tunes about existential metaphysics and drawing on renaissance artwork for the cover imagery.
The title track is an organ-chiming, synth-soaring burst of opposing energies with uplifting strings, thumping drums and cooing vocals from upcoming star Selah Corbin.
Like High Contrast – http://www.facebook.com/highcontrastuk
Like Hospital Records – http://www.facebook.com/hospitalrecords
http://www.highlycontrasting.com/
http://www.hospitalrecords.com/
Duration : 0:3:22
Ecstasy of Gold – The Good, the Bad & the Ugly Theme (Ennio Morricone)
The theme “Ecstasy of Gold” for Sergio Leone’s “The Good, the Bad & the Ugly” (1966). The song is composed by Ennio Morricone.
Duration : 0:3:23
