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This is my introduction video to my story of anorexia, which will become a series of videos created as a timeline. In this video interview I am shortly covering what it is that I will be walking through and explaining in my upcoming interviews so that you get perspective on what to expect.
I am going to share with you my story of how I grew up, from the age of 6, what it was in my world and my reality that lead me to develop an eating disorder and how I never got free even though I went to several different treatments and rehabilitation-centers. I explain how my eating disorder started and how I experienced myself within that. What can you do as a parent if your child suffers from an eating disorder? And how can you prevent this from ever occurring? Why don’t the treatments work? What does work? How can you stop an eating disorder? Can you be cured from an eating disorder? What helped me?

Through me, sharing my personal story of how I grew up you can get a better perspective on what it is that leads a child to stop eating. I am sharing what an eating disorder actually is and how it can manifest in its most severe forms. What is it that leads a person to starve her/himself?

I will not sugarcoat or glorify what it actually is to suffer from anorexia/bulimia — I will tell you the real brutal truth and all the details, I will share with you what goes on in an anorexics mind, what is the thought-patterns, what is the experiences, why isn’t it simply just to start eating again? Does an eating disorder have anything to do with eating/food at all? Why was it impossible for me to start eating? Are people with eating disorders just spoiled brats? How do the media influence a person with anorexia/bulimia? Is this just a welfare-problem? I will be covering this and so much more in my upcoming videos.

I was unable to stop this on my own — I would have been dead right now I wouldn’t have received the help that I got from Desteni and my agreement-partner. This is not something that a person can do/go through alone — when anorexia/bulimia becomes a complete possession than it will lead the person to slowly killing oneself and therefor major assistance and support is required.

I will dedicate my life to help others in the way that I got help so that we together can stop the self-abuse and self-hate, to finally be able to start directing oneself and start to live for the first time ever.

It’s never too late — I was balancing on a fine line between death and life and just when I was sure I was going to die I actually got help to stop and change. I am still here today and with a lot of help from the participants in the Desteni-group I have now stood up from hell. I will share my story unconditionally and if you require more assistance/support — don’t hesitate to contact me.

In my blog I will share specific self-forgiveness-statements in relation to what it is that I am speaking about in each video interview, so that you can get further support in what tools you can use to stop the thought-patterns, behaviors and memories.
My Blog; http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/

http://malingunilla.blogspot.com/2012/03/2012-my-story-of-anorexia.html

Investigate; http://desteni.org/

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The celebrity stylist reveals his dark secrets in his new book Born to be Brad: My Life and Style So Far, including experimenting with drugs in high school, his addiction to cocaine and entering AA. Plus, he dishes on Rachel Zoe and their split!

BRAD GORESKI HAS AN IMPECCABLE SENSE OF STYLE…BUT BEHIND THE DARK FRAMED GLASSES AND BOWTIE…LIE SOME DEEP, DARK SECRETS.

ON BRAVO’S “IT’S A BRAD, BRAD WORLD”—THE STYLIST IS PERKY AND ALWAYS WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE, BUT THAT WASN’T ALWAYS THE CASE–HE REVEALS HIS INNER DEMONS IN THE NEW BOOK, “BORN TO BE BRAD: MY LIFE AND STYLE”.
BRAD ADMITS TO EXPERIMENTING WITH BOOZE, POT AND ECSTACY
IN HIGH SCHOOL–BUT IT WAS COCAINE THAT ALMOST TOOK HIM DOWN AT THE AGE OF 23. IN EXCERPTS OF THE BOOK RELEASED BY US WEEKLY, BRAD WRITES, “I was in our bathroom, staring in the mirror, and I didn’t recognize myself. Finally I felt the weight of the situation. I told myself, ‘You can carry on like this, and the drugs will be
your life.’ I wasn’t doing anything with my life except wasting it.”
LUCKILY, HE GOT THE HELP HE NEEDED IN AA. BRAD SAYS, “It was May 3, 2001. I was determined to stay sober. This was day one: the first day of the rest of my life.”
BRAD ALSO DISHES ON RACHEL ZOE AND OPENS UP ABOUT WHAT FINALLY CAUSED HIM TO PART WAYS ON HIS STYLE MENTOR.
IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MORE ON THAT STORY AND MUCH MORE– BRAD’S BOOK “BORN TO BE BRAD: MY LIFE AND STYLE” COMES OUT MARCH 6TH.

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America’s addiction to dangerous SSRI’s hits crisis levels

Paul Joseph Watson & Alex Jones
Monday, April 9, 2012

http://www.infowars.com/

http://www.prisonplanet.tv/

http://twitter.com/#!/RealAlexJones

http://www.facebook.com/AlexanderEmerikJones

The alleged shooting of a police officer in Austin by a man taking the anti-anxiety drug Xanax is just one of a plethora of recent incidents fueled by anti-depressant pharmaceuticals — an epidemic of mania that has swept the country.

Mary O’Dell, the mother of 24-year-old Brandon Montgomery Daniel told the Associated Press that her son’s role in the fatal shooting of Austin Senior Police Officer Jaime Padron was fueled by alcohol and psychotropic drugs.

“She said she talked with her son Thursday evening, and that he had been taking the prescription anti-anxiety drug Xanax and drinking tequila,” reports AP. “Hours later, Padron was fatally shot at a Walmart while trying to subdue a potentially intoxicated man who was later identified as Daniel, investigators said. Two employees tackled and disarmed him, then held him until help arrived.”

O’Dell added that Daniel was not even aware of what had taken place because “he was under the influence of tequila and Xanax.”

This is just one of a spate of shocking incidents over recent years in which Xanax and other similar pharmaceuticals have played a central role in triggering random violence and mania.

The two recent incidents involving airline officials suffering mental breakdowns during flights were also caused by anti-depressant drugs.

JetBlue pilot Clayton Osbon, who went crazy and began screaming about Al-Qaeda and threatening to take the plane down during an incident last month was described as a “consummate professional” by colleagues. However, experts looking into the case confirm that “several pharmacological issues under scrutiny within the airline industry are likely to get attention in the Osbon case, including the side effects of medicines that pilots sometimes use to fight fatigue and depression.”

“Was Osbon, for instance, among those pilots newly permitted by the Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) to use one of four specific antidepression medications, whose potential side effects are known to include hallucination and panic attacks?” reports the Christian Science Monitor.

In a separate incident, an American Airlines flight attendant had to be restrained by passengers after she went on a crazy tirade about crashing the plane and killing everyone onboard. It later emerged that the flight attendant had been on medication to treat a bipolar disorder.

A 50-year-old grandmother who went nuts and began kicking, punching and spitting at flight attendants for being refused alcohol last month also blamed her anti-anxiety medication for the outburst.
http://www.infowars.com/antidepressant-drugs-causing-epidemic-of-mania/

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America’s addiction to dangerous SSRI’s hits crisis levels

Paul Joseph Watson & Alex Jones
Monday, April 9, 2012

http://www.infowars.com/

http://www.prisonplanet.tv/

http://twitter.com/#!/RealAlexJones

http://www.facebook.com/AlexanderEmerikJones

The alleged shooting of a police officer in Austin by a man taking the anti-anxiety drug Xanax is just one of a plethora of recent incidents fueled by anti-depressant pharmaceuticals — an epidemic of mania that has swept the country.

Mary O’Dell, the mother of 24-year-old Brandon Montgomery Daniel told the Associated Press that her son’s role in the fatal shooting of Austin Senior Police Officer Jaime Padron was fueled by alcohol and psychotropic drugs.

“She said she talked with her son Thursday evening, and that he had been taking the prescription anti-anxiety drug Xanax and drinking tequila,” reports AP. “Hours later, Padron was fatally shot at a Walmart while trying to subdue a potentially intoxicated man who was later identified as Daniel, investigators said. Two employees tackled and disarmed him, then held him until help arrived.”

O’Dell added that Daniel was not even aware of what had taken place because “he was under the influence of tequila and Xanax.”

This is just one of a spate of shocking incidents over recent years in which Xanax and other similar pharmaceuticals have played a central role in triggering random violence and mania.

The two recent incidents involving airline officials suffering mental breakdowns during flights were also caused by anti-depressant drugs.

JetBlue pilot Clayton Osbon, who went crazy and began screaming about Al-Qaeda and threatening to take the plane down during an incident last month was described as a “consummate professional” by colleagues. However, experts looking into the case confirm that “several pharmacological issues under scrutiny within the airline industry are likely to get attention in the Osbon case, including the side effects of medicines that pilots sometimes use to fight fatigue and depression.”

“Was Osbon, for instance, among those pilots newly permitted by the Federal Aviation Administration (FAA) to use one of four specific antidepression medications, whose potential side effects are known to include hallucination and panic attacks?” reports the Christian Science Monitor.

In a separate incident, an American Airlines flight attendant had to be restrained by passengers after she went on a crazy tirade about crashing the plane and killing everyone onboard. It later emerged that the flight attendant had been on medication to treat a bipolar disorder.

A 50-year-old grandmother who went nuts and began kicking, punching and spitting at flight attendants for being refused alcohol last month also blamed her anti-anxiety medication for the outburst.
http://www.infowars.com/antidepressant-drugs-causing-epidemic-of-mania/

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Steps 1 – 3 of the 12 steps of AA;

week 1 of a four week review of the 12 steps.

Credits

Back to Basics: Week 1

by aabtob

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Track 7 off of “ZooLife: The Audition”
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DOWNLOAD THE MIXTAPE ON DATPIFF :
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Rihanna – Cheers (Drink To That) [Official Version] (FAST) Avril

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this video we made for the stars of pop
hope u like it
ENJOY

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The Complete Artie Lange Addiction Saga Chapter 4- Part 4 of 8

There are 6 chapters total.

**All credit for this compilation goes 100% to WDM.**

The most epic f*****g radio broadcast known to Stern Fans! For any followers of Artie Lange, this is clearly the most in depth and complete production of Artie\’s addiction saga. This 24 HOUR SPECIAL covers every single clip and segment involving Artie”s bouts with addiction starting from his first sick day back in 2005 all the way up until his second suicide attempt recently in late 2009. With full production and narration by yours truly and a fitting sound track of songs that combine together to create the most emotional and detailed look into the Stern career of Artie Lange. This is something that NOBODY should miss and is the biggest production that WDM has ever released! Check it the f**k out! It’s split into chapters for your listening pleasure!

—— CHAPTER 4 ——–
Artie Falls Off The Heroin Wagon. 08/11/08
The New, Drug Free, Artie. 08/18/08
Artie Looking And Feeling Better. 08/19/08
Artie Is Completely Off Of Subutex. 09/08/08
Norm MacDonald Blaming The Stern Show For Artie’s Problems? 09/15/08
Artie Still Enjoying His Sobriety. 09/22/08
Artie’s Sobriety On The Verge Of Collapse 09/25/08
Artie About To Fall Off The Wagon? 10/16/08
Artie’s First Suicide Attempt Story. 11/18/08

Uh Oh! Artie Calls In “Sick” Again. 12/02/08
Artie Will Be Late, Claims He’s Going To The Doctor. 12/03/08
Artie Makes Contact With The Show. 12/03/08
Artie May Have A Bleeding Ulcer. 12/04/08
Artie The Compulsive Liar Hasn’t Been Going To Therapy. 12/08/08
Lying Artie Audio Clips And Discussions. 12/09/08
Another Strange Artie Morning. 12/10/08
The Latest Artie Saga. 01/05/09
The Real Artie Calls In. 01/05/09
Another Artie Sighting. 01/06/09
Artie Is Back After “Rehab.” 01/07/09

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